Friday, August 29, 2008 5:25 AM
its been a LONG LONG LONG tym since i was here:DDermms, 29-10=19 days, as far as i can see..bfore i start anything,i jus rmbered something funny meli told me this morning:DDDDD(i wasn't there, so i didnt get to experience the joke firsthand):)welll..here goes(:during the speech for aces day,with the flaw in mr ong's english,he pronounced the day to be 'asses' day:DDLOL~its hilarious!!hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha~kkaes.actually,i came here to blog not because i REALLY REALLY wanna blog,but cuz i wanna revisit the idiocy of putting ur feelings in cyberspace(:ive finished reading breaking dawn an month ago.ive finished reading keeping faith four days ago.ive finished reading the pact one and a half hour ago.interesting.:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDmy indifference is retarded..after learning abt bella's complicated life,i've swtiched to noddy for a week(:(dun blame me, i was bored, and i felt like being a kid:DD)then i went to the bookstore(times, specifically)with my dad and sis(my mum was shopping in robinsons)and i bought KEEPING FAITH:DDso happy~cuz the book was real good(:this is really a different "genre" of books,since jodi piccoult writes abt very tragic reality..and makes deep issues very intriguing...different from werewolves imprinting on vampiresand noddy living in toyland.but still, the change from fantasy to reality is not TOO bad(:since the book is very nisha(:basically,keeping faith is about god.seriously.yes, you're still reading a buddhist's blog.and yes,choon ling has not converted.but all these god-related stuff doesn't bother me(:in fact,it just makes the story more...how should i say...different?the story's complicated.it might take awhile to get the hand of it(:the issue of believing is brought up here.people believing in faithand faith believing in her friend, god.hmmm..i tink i should reread the book...my brain is filled with the pact right now,since its the most recent book ive read..the pact.the gore of it all.yes, gore.DON'T RUN AWAY~it doesnt give a detailed description of murder,but its suicide all the same:DD(take your pick, but only after you've read the book:DD)i pick suicide.for those who havent read the book?it started with the boyfriend killing his girlfriend.yes.no kidding.it brings out alot of feelings, the book that is.like,would you hab done the same thing as chris?is love really so... selfish?if that sicko didnt rape emily,would she hab been depressed?if emily wasnt a perfectionist, would she hab killed herself?given a chance, will she kill herself after seeing all the mumbo-jumbo of the situation?if emily had just continued living and married chris, would it be better?hmph~i supppose you can tell i dun really like emily.all this 'unrequited' love is so unnecessary..or was it a necessity?did emily love chris as much as he loved her?sheeeeeesh~sometimes i really hate reading books that make you think alot.and i mean it when i say A LOT.haish~...haish~okayy, im gonna stop thinking abt emily..she's making me dislike her more and more.or mayb dislike perfectionists more and more.what IS the point of excelling well in everything,if you become too stressed and kill yourself in the process?sheeeeeeeeeeeesh~kkaes.no more emily gold or christopher harte.they're irritating my brain now-.=i need tv to kill my brain cells(:(kaes, im kidding. i need all the brain cells i need for EOYs)all i noe is,the truth should be taken into courts.isnt that why they swear on the bible?why isn't there truth in courts?it (really) seems like a debate more than justice.yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh~STOP.TIHNKING.ABT.THE.PACT.PERIOD.-bootslandiist who thinks ppl who kill themselves and leave their problems to the living have no right to be called a saint. well, mayb with the exception of jesus and nobel men. in this, i do not mean emily gold.
